What's New? What's up? What's whatever?

Got a new layout already! Actually, nahirapan ako sa pagcode pero ngayon okay na! Haayzz.. grabe na toh! So much for that. At least i'm done. More informations to type in and my blogger is already ready to go! i really love this smilies! i so love them! **haha** so much for those kaek-ekan. Haven't got the mood for writing a new entry but i've got a lot ov things to tell you 'coz i've been gone like for 3 days. i think . I was thinking of relieving myself but it turns out that i was already missing you all! Yah, it's true! Well, here i am writing a new entry about what happened in the 3 days invisibility?!

I was hurt actually but i think i don't need to mention it and i need to move on already. He asked for his freedom! whatever! He have it already and i gave it to him! Good Luck nalang sa kanya! Basta my goals for this coming school year is (1)to pass the entrance exam in UST and (2)to have better grades than last school year or by chance get an award(nangarap?!). Yeah guyz, you're right! very right! very correct! It's his loss! Now, i've learned my lesson! I had enough and I don't even want to talk about him but i'm still waiting for my phone to ring. Stupid me!

While I was gone, I've made my layout obviously... and i was trying to finish my cross stitch and by the last week of May or first week of June i believe i'll finish it already! Yey! I'll show you a picture of it. Soon. It's a kitchen clock actually for our kitchen to make our kitchen look beter. **haha**

Did i mention it to you guyz? that i had callo in my right foot and surprisingly, it was infected because my dad tried to inject it with an ordinary needle. Urgh. 'coz he thought it was kulugo I hope you'll get what was that. With the callo in my right foot, it hurts actually and i was having a hard time walking fast. Instead of walking, i'll just be sitting down and watch tv or do my cross stitch. I didn't hear mass last sunday because of the callo here in my right foot. I showed it to my Uncle Irvin(he's a doctor!)and he gave me this medicine that was needed to be applied in the callo kasi para siyang bukol but nothing happened! mas lumala! and so he recommended that we'll go to a surgeon so that it will be sliced into half and the nana(hope you'll get what's that, its the yellow watery thing inside a bukol or sumthing! basta its smelly!) inside will be gone and it will not hurt anymore. When my Uncle told me that it really needs to be that way. I was so nervous and I was about to cry because i've never had an operation(minor/major) before but it was really needed because the medicine had no effect at all. But before that, i thought about it first if i would really go and then the callo was hurting my right foot and then i made silip to it and i pressed it hard and the nana came out! and it was so yuck and good thing my sister, my other yaya and my lola(mother's side) with my Uncle Irvin and my lola(father's side) were having grocery and when they arrived at home. I told my Uncle and he said that we really need to go to the hospital! malala na kasi! and then i said, "yes, na lang kahit takot ako!" kasi kailangan na talaga baka pa kasi lumalala. And then while i was changing my clothes, i felt my heart, it was really pumping very fast because i was so nervous. (I had my 1st minor operation, May 1.) While we were on our way to the Doctor's clinic, my hand were really wet and i can't take it anymoreand i was really nervous and i was already drowning on my seat in the car.My lolas,Uncle Irvin and my sis were with me. Nanay Edith(lola from father's side) told me that (ov course she spoke it in Waray pero itratranslate kow para maintindihan niyo),"Buti nga sa'yo, pinili mo yan eh!" Ngak! lang hiya naman oh! di ko 'yon pinili! anow ba! bakit pa kasi tumubo tubo pa yung callo na 'yon. Urgh! O-kay! So much for our conversation, i was whining at her (my lola, father's) tsaka i was blaming my Uncle that it was all his fault. I'm such a dumbass! **haha** buti nalang naintindihan ako nila why i was acting that way. So we were in the doctor's clinic. Unfortunately, kaunti pa lang yung patient kasi it was after lunch! kabadtrip nga eh! and so my Uncle asked the secretary if okay na daw na pumasok na kami sa clinic and then the secretary said na, hintay daw lang kasi may tinutuli pa yung doctor. While we were waiting, my heart was already pumping very fast, i was feeling like i don't want to live anymore! So, the kid had his circumcision and it was already our turn!oh!shit! and then when i sat down in the clinic of the doctor and ov course my Uncle was with me he checked out the callo and then he told us to leave the room first because he will be preparing for the tools needed . After 3 mins. he called us again and then i was so nervous already and i was asking the doctor if it's gonna hurt or what, and i was blaming my Uncle for all of this. How Stupid of me.I was so tense that time and when he made me lie down(sideward) in the bed and then he started to clean the part where he was going to do the minor operation.And that time I was keep on asking the doctor if it was going to hurt and still i was blaming my Uncle for everything.Urgh.And then what's so terrible was i saw the injection for the anesthesia and i started whining.It was a shame of how i acted there but it was horrifying! He injected the anesthesia and then it hurts and i screamed but after that it felt like nothing and i didn't feel pain while he was trying to get the callo out of my right foot! I felt stupid for acting that way, at first. After that my Uncle and the doctor had a little chit chat and we had actually a small world with the doctor but i think i don't need to mention it.Basta kakilala siya ng mama ko at ng isang uncle ko that's all. The doctor does not even want that we'll going to pay for the fee but we forced him that we are going to because it was so shameful if we were not going to pay. After we paid the fee, we went home and i was laughing by myself while on the way home because i was having a flashback ov how i acted in the clinic before the minor operation was done. **haha** I'm just stupid! **haha**

My Uncle Irvin left for Manila yesterday because he was going to arrange his papers there and he will be leaving for Singapore soon to have a better salary and a better life. Yah,almost everyone is leaving Philippines!Gawd.Sames as me here.**haha** Speaking of leaving the country.Our parents told us that maybe this year we will be leaving Philippines already but they have different plans for me because i'll be graduating already.I don't want to be a sophie and a junior or even a senior for another time around.Hello?!You know how the school system works in US,Don't you?! and i hate it! so my parents are planning that i'll be finishing high school in Sacred Heart and then i will be taking the entrance exams for UST and UP Manila and i really need to pass those exams because those schools are the only ones recognized by the University of Guam(where my mom is!) but if i can't pass.Urgh, i'll be having my college years here in Tacloban!!(AYOKO NGA!!!!!)Why do i need to enter in one of those schools?! Well,the flow of the story goes this way.Our parents told me that if we will be receiving our(dad,me and sis) visa by Nov. or Dec. and then obviously we need to go right away cause if not it may be forfeited or anything else! I'm not sure but it goes that way.So,they are planning that my sis will go there first and i'll be going there for only about 2 weeks and then i'llbe coming back and finish my senior years!Urgh.I'll be alone! I hate it! pero kailangan eh! and then after i finish senior here I need to finish freshie in UST or UP Manila and i'll be taking Nursing as my course(iyan gusto ng mom ko!) because as i've told you earlier that's the only schools recognized by the Univ. of Guam. Well, that would be a Good Luck Kiss to Me! **smooches**

That's how my 3 days invisibility went... full of sufferings and emptiness. Why emptiness?! I MISSED YOU GUYZ!! Now i'm back to business! **hehe** When i first touched the keyboard it was like i've never touched it for a century and when the first time i checked my account in Fster i felt like i was a new user! **haha** I missed OnLine life though it was only for 3 foolish days! but now its over! I'm back and I just recently wrote my first entry for the month of May. OMG! It's already May!Urgh.I'll be receiving my books and etcetera again!Urgh. but I'LL BE SEEING MY CLASSMATES AGAIN! and allowance will ba raised again! Yey! but there's a lot more coming up this May! **haha** We will be attending a lot of fiestas! and Lechon! OMG! I feel like eating already with matching vinegar! OMG! it's so heart by the cholesterol! **haha**

I'll tell you something guyz! I'm a PBB ADDICT! but unfortunately, we don't have cable yet here at home and so our TV will only be of used for movies (dvd,vcd,etcetera) only. But i'm working out with the cable operator already. Our house is actually new and we moved in last October. Yah, it sux 'coz i only get updates from the internet! and i'm dying to see the show!! as in!! but so much for that. I hope you guyz will help me in updating about what's going on in Big Brother's house! **haha** I feel ashame for that! Kasi naman.Urgh.Magrarally nalang ako sa harapan ng office ng pesteng cable operator na yan! Pero so much for that!

What happened today!? Hmmp...?! While i was watching a movie i heard a ring in our phone and surprisingly! it was ate FA and she was crying and i was worried so i asked her why and she told me na may kasalanan daw siya. guess what?! My digi cam it had a little damage daw kasi nag-aaway daw yung lola at lolo niya! So i understand but my digicam!! She told me that it does not have power na daw because nabasa! Waaa!! Pagbaba talaga niya ng phone. I freaked out and i called my dad at once and told my dad and not my mom because she will totally freak out and will possibly scold me and i'm 100% sure of that! and so he felt hopeless and me too. And a lot of work was needed today so i helped out for the bidding thing(t'was my dad's work actually!) and i needed to go to the house of my lola(father's side) because t'was imporatant and i needed daw to print something.So, while i was printing something, i was really thinking about my digicam and so i told Aunt Camille what happened and she asked me if my cam had lasted for 1 year already and i said,no! so she advised me to take it to Sony Service Center and so Aunt Camille and I are planning to have it fix in the Sone Service Center in Manila. And then it made me calm down because i really totally freaked out but in silence only. And so that's it! I was upset but i don't know what to do. My Aunt Marita told me, "don't cry over spilled milk". Eh! Kasi naman! buti kung worth one peso lang yung digicam! Hindi kaya!But i'll really make a way to have it fixed! Sinisisisi na tuloy ako! Pinahiram ko pa daw! I trust her! Kaya nagawa ko iyon! Haayzz.. But i just need to calm down. Haayzz.. I miss my digicam na tuloy! I really loved that digicam though i lost the free memory stick that can store 12 shots only. Sayang din yun! Ang mahal kaya ng memory stick! and right now it has a memory stick with 45 shots! Kahit na! I STILL LOVE MY DIGI! **hehe** Haayzz...


I'm still working out with some informations needed here in my blog..**hehe** I took the quote from the movie "If Only" **hehe**