Unwritten Memories

Draft. Maybe?

2006-06-24T19:12:00.000+08:00

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Better post will be posted next time.

Let's Do the FIRST DAY HIGH!

2006-06-13T19:27:00.000+08:00

Yeah, we just had our first week of classes . Its been a long time since the last recent update I had.Sowee for the buddies slash links i have, because i can't visit your site already but if i have already much time I'll be visiting your site! Promise! Don't worry! BE HAPPY! I'm not lying though, but I want to thank all of you guyz for visiting my site though there's nothing new! But now,~~Here's something new!~~

Last Wednesday(June 14,2006 to be exact) was our FIRST DAY OF CLASSES! I was really nervous because I was expecting that ~~new classmate would be mean!~~ and not only that, MAYBE teachers too! but t'was all a MAYBE! haha. I woke up at exactly 4:45 am. I wasn't excited after all.haha.And I texted all my classmates and schoolmates but unfortunately only Arnold(my classmate) replied!haha.But it's alrightie.I arrived at school hearing my classmates inside our classroom shouting "Anjouli!!" and I was like, "Oh! my god!! 4th yr na kitz." 1st day was fine! Nyaha. T'was full of LAUGHS! Eventually, I REALLY MISSED MY CLASSMATES! and unfortunately, I was ~~elected as class president!~~ Pinagplanuhan na daw! Oh well, It's okay! Sanay na ako! So much for my first day! Ang masasabi ko lang naman is that I had FUN! though we already had assignments.English classes made me wanna say "Whaaat?" haha. I'm really dumb in English. Every word our teacher says and we don't know the meaning. He'll always leave it for our research!Oh boi! the first word was Hackneyed.Nyaha. Made a research on that and the meaning was unimaginative.

Thursday and Friday? What's so exciting? Actually, NOTHING! except for CAT(scheduled every Friday,last period.)! haha. CAT = sun bathing.And our English teacher made us believe that he's really GREAT and since it was raining last Thursday he gave us a bonus quiz. T'was all about the things he had disscussed the other day. I don't know what my score was but i think i got ~~2 mistakes~~. The meaning of Hackneyed was more like of a boring subject or anything that will be boring because it is repeated most of the time.He even asked us to make a Haiku(a type of poetry) last Friday! My topic for the Haiku was about the ~~blue sea~~(lang maisip eh!) and yung kay Diane about THE BALLPEN.haha. Interesting! La lang. Share lang. Well, so much for those days. T'was all like the wind of ~~regular classes~~!!

I know this is really a late update! I'm really busy and I'm always exhausted when I arrive from school . The more that I wanted to use the internet the more my conscience is knocking that I need to be asleep or I need to study my lessons.Too bad. I really wanted to visit all of the your blogsites and leave a comment or message in your tagboard but I'm really busy! Senior High school challenged me to have a new day or should i say a new school life?

UPDATES:
1. My mom,dad and Cliantha will be going home on June 25,2006. I'm excited to see them!
2. Deck and I are trying to work things out. Something happened along the way right now. It's all about the CRUSH THING.According to him that having a crush is liking someone in some ways. Is that true? Maybe I'm just so fcukin' dumb! I REALLY LOVE YOU DECK! That's all i ever know.

I need to end this entry. I still have my review tomorrow. I MISS YOU MY DEAR ONLINE FRIENDS!!! Thanks for always being there for me.

TAGGED? again!

2006-06-09T21:17:00.000+08:00

Oh c'mon! i was tagged again by Redg. But this time it's different! Here goes ~~nothing~~...

The first player of this game starts with the "6 weird things/habits about yourself" and people who get tagged need to write a blog of their 6 weird habits/things, as well as state this rule clearly.. in the end, you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names...

Staying up late and Waking up early - What do you think? if you were the one staying up late are you going to wake up early? Oh boy!
Snuggling through the sheets as early as 7:00 pm and Waking up late - Weird? Vice Versa with the first one! I'm just so weird! haha.
Being UBER talkative - Yah, I'm so ~~makulit and talkative~~ but sometimes i can't control it and when I'm in crowded places, I tend to talk loud.
Uncontrollable tantrums - I get mad at once at the wrong time,at the wrong place and at the wrong mood. BETTER WATCH OUT! baka kita masigawan ng di tamang panahon!
Do silly things in crowded places - For sure, You'll really be embarrassed when you're with me in lakwatsa moments. I tend to act abnormally.
Biting my finger - I usually do this when I'm bored with the discussion of the teacher and of course with CLEAN HANDS! nagdadala po ako ng sanitizer.Nyaha.

So I'm done.. NOW IT'S YOUR TURN!! I'll be tagging...

Clara,Rouchelle,Katia,Hannah,Ron,Irvin

So much for the tagging echus.
Yeahboi!We visited the beach again!But this time it isn't just soaking our bodies into the salty water.We rode a floating cottage and rode a bangka.But i already had a ride when i was younger.My younger sister rowed the boat all by herself!Oh C'mon! She enjoyed it! I'm tan again and classes will start soon.Haha.For sure, my classmates will tease me again for being black .But at least, BLACK IS BEAUTY FULL! I don't want to talk about every detail that happened that day 'coz for sure it would lead to a ~~boring~~ and long entry! To sum it all, I HAD F-U-N! Here are some pictures...(We used the digi of Uncle Irvin. NO DIGI FOR ME!) For more pictures, click HERE

Just had my ~~2nd minor operation .~~ ~~Fcukin infected callo!!~~ I think I need to blame myself for this because I'm keep on pressing the part that has bukol and yan raw ang nagpapa infect sabi ni doctor.I have no idea! All i know is that, IT HURTS A LOT! It needed to be removed or else I can't walk properly and of course as I've mentioned earlier classes will start soon. Obviously, I don't want to walk like a limp! THAT'S SO LAME!

My classmates and I are having a conference right now! I MISS THEM SO MUCH ALREADY! Oh well, See yah guyz this Wednesday!

A GIFT FOR ME

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TO blog or NOT TO blog?

2006-06-03T22:57:00.000+08:00

First of all, It's my first post for the month of June . Yeah, It's already ~~June~~ and classes will start soon . But let's talk about that a lil' later.

Are you wondering why do I have to entitle this entry "TO blog or NOT to blog?". I had a hard time on revealing my feelings here in my blog because it's really confusing and I think it would be ~~worthless~~ if you would know. I've been emo this week and everything I do seems so wrong and useless . Do I need to face life like this? I used to be the cheerful,friendly and uber kulit! chic but now, I'm your ~~mataray type~~ already . I was so disappointed when Mummy Kaween and I had a heart to heart conversation in YM.

AKO: Anow ba first impression mo sa akin as your net friend?
SIYA: Mataray.

Actually, That's not ME! Did I really change? Nakakainis naman! Was it because of him? Yah, I already set him free! Kasi nasaktan naman ako, sabi niya na ~~nagigipit~~ na daw siya! Dahil daw strict ako! Ang tanga ko!

Actually, we had the last and final talk the other night! And Yes, It's ~~officially and full-pledged over!~~ MASAKIT! yun lang! "OUCH!" Reminiscing every day we spent led me to tears . Everything used to be special and exciting and everything was almost perfect. STUPID ONLINE GAMES! If only, di siya na addict dun hindi sana ako naging strict sa kanya! It was all because of that STUPID ONLINE GAMES! Maybe It's all my fault! There's no need to know Why I said that it's all my fault? I don't want to blab much about this topic because ~~it's really confusing!~~ All I know is,~~MASAKIT! SOBRA!~~

TO blog or NOT TO blog? I was thinking to stop blogging already! Yeah, it's too early but I don't know. What's your opinion? Will I stop blogging or what? I was thinking of getting rid of the internet already because of HIM! He suspects that I have someone new! which is so ~~fcukin wrong!~~ I HATE IT! Just leave me your opinion in my comment box aight?!

Its already the ~~4th day of June~~. Obviously, classes will start soon! Our Classes will be this June 14 Yeah, 10 days more to go and I'll be facing hell-like situation! School's fun because my friends are there and ~~I really miss them!~~ But a lot of my classmates transferred already to other schools because of their parent's work! Too bad! I'll not be able to see you receiving your diploma! But its alright, I'll be seeing you guyz after 10 years!

My dad and I had a conversation earlier through YM and I forced him to share to me the pictures of my "newborn" baby sister because they'll be back maybe by July. And MATAGAL PA YUN! As promised, I'll share to you the pictures of my baby sister .

I can't wait to carry her in my arms!

I'm at the house of my lola(father side) right now. We're going to attend the 60th birthday of Lola Nita(sister of my lola{father}) later.

To Astrid and Rex, I'll just tell you if I already posted the link buttons you're requesting aight?! Hope yah understand!

It's so hard when your parents are not here especially when you're the eldest. Like me, I need to take care of everything from wrapping our books/notebooks,uniforms,etcetera. I've been busy and emo this week because of so much things and apologies to my other links if I can't visit your site. PROMISE BABAWI AKO!

TO ALL BLOGGERS:

Here are some solo pics I had yesterday. I used my cellphone in taking my pictures. Nyahaha. La lang. Share lang.

Yours Truly,
Lil' Ms. Vain

CURRENTLY LISTENING TO: Pwede ba-Soapdish

For more pictures of my "newborn" babysister. Click HERE!

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Tag! You're IT!

2006-05-31T19:29:00.000+08:00

What do we have here? A Joke or what? *toink* It's a Chain post slash letter! Whatever it is. I just need to participate according to Ron because the chain will be cut off(?)! I don't believe in this chain messages slash posts slash letters, WATEVER! I've been tagged by Ron and Katia. Here goes ~~nothing~~...

Instructions:
1. The tagged victim has to come up with 8 different descriptions of their perfect lover.
2. He/she needs to mention the sex/gender of their perfect lover.
3. He/she must tag 8 more people to join this game and leave a comment on their respective sites anouncing that theyve been tagged.
4. If tagged a second time, theres no need to post again

Eight different descriptions of my so-called perfect guy(is there such thing called MR. ~~RIGHT~~?!):

1.UNDERSTANDING - Of course, I need someone who'll understand me. I'm really a spoiled brat so i think I'll be needing a guy who'll understand the real me. And I'm really a high-tempered person especially when you do something that would irritate me a lot! expect that things will be worse than worst!

2.FUN TO BE WITH - Duh?! I don't want things to be hanging and to be boring. Kailangan din ng mga bagong pakulo and mga jokes na from alien world! haha...

3.CARING - I need someone who'll be concerned on what I feel and how I do in each and every day with this ~~complicated~~ life I have. And someone who'll always be there when I'm down and if I have ~~the biggest~~ problems that I would ever encounter.

4.INTELLIGENT - Well, Everyone is intelligent but we just say na yung iba tanga, dahil naman kasi lazy.

5.RESPONSIBLE - Duh?! Hindi dapat puro na lang ako!! hello?! anow ako yaya?! hahaha... But this would also be a plus factor kasi naman minsan tatanga tanga ako sa mga gawain!

6.CUTE - Hindi naman kailangan maging gwapo kasi la namang pangit! pero manamit naman ng mabuti! wag yung para kang freak na ewan!

7.NICE - I don't want to be with someone who's rude! hahaha. That would be horrible for sure! Someone nice would be superb!

8.MAKULIT - The fact that I'm Makulit! Kailangan ko rin na may kakulitan ako of course.

*toink* You're IT!

Axis

Issa

Cehs

Mikmik

Rex

Kaween

Peter

Chels

At last, tapos na! Kayo naman!
Nahanap ko na po si MR. RIGHT!

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and Everything

2006-05-30T17:08:00.000+08:00

It's been a while since ~~the last day i had my recent update~~. Actually, I've been busy this week . Because of the reason that I've been busy there are a lot of things I need to tell you. But I think there's no need of telling you every detail because if I would be, this will be a long post for sure. Everything this week was just so hectic !

Last Thursday and Friday was the last day for me in attending the review classes. Suppose to be, the last day of our review classes was last Saturday but the fact that I'll be leaving for Manila then the last day of my review classes for me was last Thursday and Friday. I don't feel sad because we'll be seeing each other for the next batch of review classes starting June 18,2006.

The last lesson that was taught to me in my last review class for the month of May was about Physics. I thought Physics would turn into phySICKs ! What I thought was wrong. Although the teacher that time was so boring but looking through the subject being taught, it wasn't boring ! But your analyzing abilities will really be applied because most of the questions related to Physics are really ~~tricky.~~ Since I'm a beginner for this subject. My first impression will be, "I love the subject though it is sometimes tricky". Is it too much for a first impression of the subject? Well, let's just see what'll happen on the next coming days .

I was in Manila for 3 days. I took the 8:05 am flight(for Manila) here in Tacloban last Saturday. My Uncle Irvin was the one who fetched me in NAIA and when I arrived we went to UST hospital at once for the follow up check-up. I was in the right day for my trip to Manila because it was also the birthday of my cousin. T`was already 2:00 pm and we haven't had lunch yet so we decided that we'll be having our lunch in Yellow Cab. Yeah, t'was already late for lunch but the yummy pizza filled my growling tummy ! I told my Uncle, "Pano yan? busog na tayo! Tapos, may party pa sa 3:00 pm!" but he just told me, "Haya-an mo na! Libre lang naman yung pagkain sa party diba?"

Before we headed our way to Glorietta, the birthday party was held in T.G.I.Fridays, I told my Uncle that we need to pass by Sony Service Center because my digital camera need a major repair! Too bad, my digicam won't be fixed anymore . Yes, there's a way but we need to pay about 20,000 Php. It would be like buying a new one! It's better to buy a new one! It sux though, because my mom gave it to me and she bought it in cash not through credit card !

After the bad news, we headed our way to Glorietta and the party was already starting! And I told Aunt Camille the news about my digicam. And her reaction was like Sayang! but there's nothing I can do about it. What happened in the party? Nothing much actually. I had my face paint in my left cheek, the food was great and the magician was so nakakapagtaka! After a while, I asked Aunt Camille if she could accompany me to the store where I can buy Havaianas and she said yes.I bought my 2nd sis and I's first pair of Havaianas it costs a lot, but i love it! Though t`was my first pair . When my Aunt Camille and company went home. Uncle Irvin and I had a round trip in Glorietta and Greenbelt. We were planning to watch X-men 3. Too bad, seats were already full! And we saw Donita Rose in Greenbelt. Hahaha...

The next day, T`was Sunday. Early morning, we went to Quiapo, we heard mass and bought ~~Pirated DVDs~~. Hahaha... Kakahiya naman ikwento yan! After that, mga 10:00 am we went to SM Mall of Asia! Grabe!! Ang dami ng tao!! kasi naman po, that time pumunta rin ang ASAP! and we went to Robinson's Galleria. We just shop and shop `til we drop!!

I had hot chocolate in Seattle's Best before i left Manila. I took the 1:00 pm flight on my way back here in Tacloban. And that's it, that's how my trip ended.

Good News:

Just had my new baby sister. My 3rd baby sister actually. May 27,2006 was the date of her birthday and she went out of my mother's womb 1:00 am(Guam time). Her name is Cliantha Marie. I don't have pictures yet because my mom is busy and so as my dad. Maybe by July when they arrive. Obviously, we're already Tres Marias

Today!? Nothing much actually. I went to school because I haven't enrolled. And that's all. I'll watch The Da Vinci Code later! nyahahaha... I bought a pirated DVD! and I forgot to tell you, We watched X-men 3 in Mall of Asia and the movie was great so with the effects!

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Pls. do read my profile if you want to know more about me(That is "if"!). It's in "The Princess" section of my blog.

Twisted

2006-05-23T16:13:00.000+08:00

Spoiled Brat ME! here we go again.

I was planning to go to the airport today. I was going to change the flight schedule of my trip this coming Saturday and change it to a Friday and I'll be going back by Sunday.Think about it, if I'll be leaving Tacloban by Saturday,we will attend the birthday party of my cousin and I'll be going back to Tacloban by Sunday? What do you think? Will I have the time to shop,and do whatever things?

Actually,I'll be going to Manila all by my own. I've done this for almost a year already.I know you're curious, why am I not with my parents? or with my uncles,aunts,cousins,whatever?

Well, 2 years ago I had this morning sickness.The all day long cold syndrome! It's not a syndrome actually. But i call it a syndrome because it occurred way back in my elementary days.2 years ago? (I was still a sophie back then) t'was the last week of May and since my 2nd sister haven't gone to Manila and obviously she didn't ride an airplane yet.My dad planned that we will buy our school supplies in Manila since classes will be starting soon that time.So,off we go! My dad told me to have a check up too about the all day long cold syndrome so I said "Yes,why not?".The doctor advised me to have an injection every after 2 weeks and she would just be giving me the medicine.We agreed and now is my 2nd year of having this therapy. I should also go to Manila every after 2/3 months for the follow up check-up.That's the reason why I should go to Manila this time.

Actually, I have a schedule on when I'll have my injections and when I'll be visiting my doctor.

May 27, is the schedule I have for this month. Going back to the changing the schedule ish. The fact that my dad is in Guam, so his assistant is the one taking over the minor job needed to be done. Before this day, I told him to tell our driver that he'll need to drive me to the airport because I need to change the schedule of my flight. This morning, while I was watching Pride and Prejudice, the phone rang. I was thinking, "Damn phone! Oh c'mon! I'm watching!" and surprisingly, it was the assistant of my dad!Shucks! he told me that no one could drive for me on my way to the airport! like duh?! I really got mad and I called my dad and informed about what happen. The worst thing is that my dad told me to take a PUJ to the airport! I was making a lot of excuses and alibi why I shouldn't take the PUJ to the airport. Like hello?! T'was my first PUJ ride to the airport! Me and my 2nd sister have been riding pedicab and PUJ on our way to downtown.But to the airport?! Oh my golly!I know.Umaandar na naman ang pagkamaarte ko kasi naman po hindi ako sanay mag PUJ papuntang airport! Wat the hell!

My lola(father side) callled me and explained to me that we really need to take the PUJ.And so,Napilitan na lang akong mag-agree!Kailangan ko kasing mapalitan yung schedule.Unfortunately,changing the schedule of my flight was too expensive.I asked permission first from my dad(nagchat kami! sosyal na ang mga adult ngayon!).He told me that it was alright to change the schedule of my flight though I'm gonna pay about 1000/700 because I need a lot of time in Manila because I'm gonna take my digicam to Sony Service Center.I'm planning to go to the airport and change the schedule of my flight.I'll be leaving Tacloban this Saturday and I'll be going back by Monday and I'll be paying 700+

So much for the panbabatrip stuff! Let's talk about the brighter side!While my dad and I were chatting(through YM), he told me that they'll be buying me an IPOD VIDEO! Yehey! But I'll be having it by July, because My mom and dad along with the "newborn" baby girl will be coming home by that month.Yehey! May IPOD VIDEO na ako? May baby sister pa ako! Just sharing, the good news despite of the complicated love and life I have .

GIFTS! GIFTS! GIFTS!

I made link buttons for Katia,Rouchellite,Rose and Ate Kawen.Rouch,Katia,Rose&Ate Kawen,just CTRL+C and CTRL+V the codes! Pasencia na po kung pangit! Pero sana magustuhan niyo kahit pangit!

The Greatest Amateur(?) Photographer on Earth

2006-05-21T19:32:00.000+08:00

I want to feature this blog right now.Too bad I don't have a sidebar already and there's no remaining space so that this would blog will always be there.She's my Aunt and She's an Atenean!Marnil and I agreed that she takes great pictures for an amateur.Well, her pictures doesn't show that she's an amateur.It was just according to her, that she was an amateur!If i were you just visit her blogger and link her(if you want to!)...

Camille Villasin

Here are some of her pictures...

Visit her blog guyz. aight?! I'll be expecting that! I swear DI KAYO MAGSISISI

At sa aking Pagbabalik

2006-05-21T11:13:00.000+08:00

Whew! After how many clicks with the refresh button, preview button,etcetera and sa wakas i made a new layout again. Such a contentment and relief!Got new smilies too!So much for those topics,coding and designing my new layout made me sweat.I really don't appreciate the layout I make or anything else.But I can't believe it,I already made 3 layouts(including this)all by myself!I'm not bragging or anything but I'm not really good in these things because I'm really DUMB!

Entering the world of Bloggers made me realized that it's not only I, who experience such hard-to-deal-with people,problems and situations.Reading the entries of my friends here in Blogger, made me realize that. Hello?! There's more to life! Maybe when i enter college there would be a lot of opportunities and a lot of changes that would make me feel strong and think that Life Goes On!Asking why I talk about these topics now? It's just...I'm not contented with what I have and who I am .I even thought that entering the world of blogging would be just a competition with the other people.Hmmp.. Maybe for other Yes! or for some No.But I should not think that way! Urgh! Maybe I'm just too ~~selfish~~.According to Kevin "Man is SELFISH" o-kay... Now, I agree!

Well, I'll tell you what's the story behind my layout! I'm just too confused right now, with what's right and what's wrong.Who am I to believe,Where am I going to go? and What'll I do?.What makes LIFE complicated? As the priest told the people earlier(I just came home after the 1 1/2 hour mass) that "The world is just too complicated and we need love."But if I were you just leave me in my comment box you suggestion about What's Life? Just a short description about Life in your own opinion!

I'm Still working with my "About Me slash The Princess section".

The Directory of my new layout:

Blog --> Obviously, it'll just link you back to my entries.

The Princess -->All about Me and everything but I'll still be working in that section. The description there right now is just temporary and it sux! and don't mind reading it if I were you.

Buddies -->My Online and Offline friends links are there and if yah wanna be there too just leave me a tag or a comment! aight?! and my Link button is there just CTRL+C and CTRL+V the codes.

Etcetera -->It's just about anything.. My Archives,Tagboard are there and you can leave me hugs too if you want to.I'm not forcing you to do so!

That's it.Iyan ang laman ng walang kwenta kong blog!

Just can't help thinking about the coming days.I'll be a senior high student already and I'll be taking the Entrance Examinations.I'm nervous!I tremble sometimes when I sit and think about the coming days and Judgement Day!Will I enjoy being a Senior High School Student? or should I say Will I enjoy the so called LIFE?

I WANNA THANK MARNIL FOR TEACHING ME HOW TO USE THE "coords".whatever it is! THANK YOU BERRY MUCH!! I OWE YOU A LOT!!

Random.

2006-05-12T13:14:00.000+08:00

Juz editted this picture because i was really bored yesterday! This picture sucks though(sunog balat ko! tingnan mo! jowk! pinaglaru-an ko lang kaya! *nyahaha*), but due to my boredom this is the result and I'm feeling insane right now. Wat the hell!

Yeahboii! Bagyo Caloy is visiting us right now! While Feeling the cold air that this storm gives us right now! It's so cooL! It's just like i've never felt this air for a long time.

Stop.Relax.Breathe

2006-05-11T14:54:00.000+08:00

Whoa! **counting my fingers** Oh my! It's been 6 days since my last recent entry.Wat the hell.Well, I've been busy with the "Review" stuff. I'm very nervous this time.Trigonometry makes me crazy. But if someone could send me a teacher who could teach Trigonometry then send it to me now,right away!I need a teacher for this!The books about Trigonometry does not work out.Maybe I'm just too dumb. Am i right?

Well,I don't want to talk right now about the stupidity I'm in right now.So how's everyone?I hope you're all f-i-n-e!I'm missing some of my friends here in blogger 'coz maybe they're busy too. There's no need to mention names.

I'm really bored now and i don't feel like lifting the pages of the book about Trigonometry **sigh**.I still remember when I first had my cellphone w/ camera(I had my phone during the 3rd quarter of 1st yr high school and until now it is still my cellphone) and that was the first time I had an interest of taking pictures of myself.Yeah, **haha** and when I was still in 1st yr high school. I was so dedicated to my studies that I don't even like to have a grade below 85(the grading system in our school is only up to 95, our teachers told us that it's already good when you get a grade above 85).So I would always study 'til the break of dawn and of course while studying... sometimes boredom strikes!Of course I know you've encountered that already.I was so happy when i got my new phone w/ camera 'coz when my boredom strikes while studying. I'll be taking pictures of myself and that makes me awake all the time **haha**. Sorry, I'm starting to be Corny again. I just miss my Digicam right now.

I was bored the other night while I was reading and studying the reviewer.I was about to get my digicam in my room (because my sis and I are sleeping in the master's bedroom because my dad isn't here,as i've told you from the entries I had last April 2006) and while I was on my way to my room. I suddenly remembered that it is not okay and it won't switch ON.I felt sad and I told myself "H'wag na lang, mag-aaral na lang ako!" whenever i'm bored, like NOW, i would always switch my cam on and take pictures of myself or the trees and the sky outside! **nyahaha** La lang.When boredom strikes talaga!

While I was having my senti moments again, last night.Tears fell down.Haayzz... It's all because of thinking and reminiscing too much. I miss Jamie!! Yeah, Yr. 3-Copper('05-'06).I know most of you hate her because she's so "feeler" but she's a nice friend! It's just because of her attitude she shows to people. That's the reason you're hating her! I tell you she's one heck of a friend! She would always be there for you! I SWEAR! I MISS YOU JAMIE!!!

Well, Life's like this. You just have to let go sometimes. Jamie's going back na pala to Manila that's why I'm missing her sometimes kasi wala na akong natatawagan pag midnight na! **haha** Talking about Life. My life right now is like the weather we're experiencing now.Sometimes my life is shiny and bright but sometimes its cloudy and rainy!Urgh! Watta life! Teenager life is just too tough but i know i can handle this or should i say, we can handle this guyz!

As you all know, I don't really talk about my lovelife here.You'll just be confused if i'll be revealing that topic here in my blogger. Maybe if the time is right and everything is going the right way, I'll talk about it. I don't wanna be so ~~emotional~~ here!

I'll be having my review classes this saturday! Wish me luck guyz! Sa mga magtatake ng mga entrance exams this year..Heto lang ang masasabi ko, "AJA! Kaya natin toh!"

My Friends+Downtown=COOL

2006-05-05T18:47:00.000+08:00

Today, is the 5th day of May already and still i haven't done something productive this summer except for designing my blog,Surfing the Net 24/7 and thinking about my stupid Lovelife.I envy some of my batchmates because they had review classes for the entrance exams for different Universities but before the last day of classes,I already told my mom and dad that I will have a review class this summer but the problem was I have no idea where there will be this review classes. I asked Philip(my classmate, he was planning to take review classes too) where was he going to take the review classes and he told me that it was in Manila! Oh my! I can't have that and i know that would cost too much.We're not that rich!Hello?!I'm here in the province!!!

Due to my boredom and hopelessness, I just stayed at home and stay idle. But yesterday, while i was chatting with Rouchelle. She told me that she was going to have review classes soon, so i asked her where? but she doesn't tell me where it was located! and that time i was chatting with Kendra too, so i told her to call me here at home.We talked a lot and we planned a lot of things including the "review".So i told her that we be going to downtown the next day and try to inquire in some of the places we know that would be offering review classes.And then, that's it. We're all set for this meeting.The plan was we were going to meet at Mcdonalds;9:00 am and we will be with KP,Mark L. and Marisza.

The next day(t'was today!),we gathered in Mcdonalds. I was late 'coz of the stupid PUJ!but t'was alright they were still eating breakfast.When I arrived there,we greeted each other! The usual "hi! and hello!" then i ordered Coke Mcfloat!(nauhaw kaya ako!**haha**) then off we go to DWU because i was sure that there are people who are handling review classes there!

Dahil kami ay nagtitipid kami ay naglakad!! Yey! Though we we're only walking on our way to DWU(it was a lil bit far,actually).Mark L, had done AGAIN, his stupid actions **haha**.Oo,nakakahiya!pero pinakisabayan na lang namin siya!**haha**.We were goofing around and laughing out loud! As if we were the owners of the streets we were passing! When we arrived in DWU,urgh.Kabadtrip naman! May kailangan pa palang puntahan na opisina! Haaay naku! Hinigi namin yung number atsaka nakitawag kami! and after that we went to the other place Kendra was telling me but unfortunately they were not offering review classes pero this time SUMAKAY NA KAMI! and then KP went to his beloved internet cafe,Netopia! Mark L.,Marisza,Kendra and I went to the address of the office the lady was telling me while i was talking with her on the phone and then we asked about the review thing and she gave us registration forms.Unfortunately,we were too late for the first batch and we're going to take the next batch t'was dated from July 9-August 6(my bee day!) and we will pay 3,000 Php with snacks and review materials already.Not bad actually! but the problem was it will be held during school days!

After that,we planned to go to Jose Karlos(a coffee shop). **haha** Tanghali na! nagkape pa kami! La lang. Tumambay lang naman!Actually kami lang yung nandoon! and we went to see my camera in Sony Service Center but unfortunately they were closed!Urgh. then i really need to go that time.Badtrip tinawagan kasi ako ni Mama at pinapauwi na ako.Kaya iyon.We walked to Mcdonald's take-out counter first and then i ordered the one my sister wants.Hinatid nila ako sa sakayan and then umuwi na ako!(obviously!)

Surprisingly,i need to go back again to downtown with my yaya and Bettina because i need to send our papers through FedEx to US Embassy.Napilitan nalang kaya ako kahit masakit na ulo ko kasi super important talaga 'yon!Kapagod naman ang araw na toh! Sobra! But i enjoyed goofing around with KP,Mark L., Marisza and Kendra! Thank you Guyz and I love ya'll!

Thanx Guyz! I had fun with yah! See yah when school starts again! Yey! at last nakahanap na rin ako nung kantang gusto ko!

Here are some pictures while we were at Jose Karlos..(just hover for the captions...)

What's New? What's up? What's whatever?

2006-05-03T12:17:00.000+08:00

Got a new layout already! Actually, nahirapan ako sa pagcode pero ngayon okay na! Haayzz.. grabe na toh! So much for that. At least i'm done. More informations to type in and my blogger is already ready to go! i really love this smilies! i so love them! **haha** so much for those kaek-ekan. Haven't got the mood for writing a new entry but i've got a lot ov things to tell you 'coz i've been gone like for 3 days. i think . I was thinking of relieving myself but it turns out that i was already missing you all! Yah, it's true! Well, here i am writing a new entry about what happened in the 3 days invisibility?!

I was hurt actually but i think i don't need to mention it and i need to move on already. He asked for his freedom! whatever! He have it already and i gave it to him! Good Luck nalang sa kanya! Basta my goals for this coming school year is (1)to pass the entrance exam in UST and (2)to have better grades than last school year or by chance get an award(nangarap?!). Yeah guyz, you're right! very right! very correct! It's his loss! Now, i've learned my lesson! I had enough and I don't even want to talk about him but i'm still waiting for my phone to ring. Stupid me!

While I was gone, I've made my layout obviously... and i was trying to finish my cross stitch and by the last week of May or first week of June i believe i'll finish it already! Yey! I'll show you a picture of it. Soon. It's a kitchen clock actually for our kitchen to make our kitchen look beter. **haha**

Did i mention it to you guyz? that i had callo in my right foot and surprisingly, it was infected because my dad tried to inject it with an ordinary needle. Urgh. 'coz he thought it was kulugo I hope you'll get what was that. With the callo in my right foot, it hurts actually and i was having a hard time walking fast. Instead of walking, i'll just be sitting down and watch tv or do my cross stitch. I didn't hear mass last sunday because of the callo here in my right foot. I showed it to my Uncle Irvin(he's a doctor!)and he gave me this medicine that was needed to be applied in the callo kasi para siyang bukol but nothing happened! mas lumala! and so he recommended that we'll go to a surgeon so that it will be sliced into half and the nana(hope you'll get what's that, its the yellow watery thing inside a bukol or sumthing! basta its smelly!) inside will be gone and it will not hurt anymore. When my Uncle told me that it really needs to be that way. I was so nervous and I was about to cry because i've never had an operation(minor/major) before but it was really needed because the medicine had no effect at all. But before that, i thought about it first if i would really go and then the callo was hurting my right foot and then i made silip to it and i pressed it hard and the nana came out! and it was so yuck and good thing my sister, my other yaya and my lola(mother's side) with my Uncle Irvin and my lola(father's side) were having grocery and when they arrived at home. I told my Uncle and he said that we really need to go to the hospital! malala na kasi! and then i said, "yes, na lang kahit takot ako!" kasi kailangan na talaga baka pa kasi lumalala. And then while i was changing my clothes, i felt my heart, it was really pumping very fast because i was so nervous. (I had my 1st minor operation, May 1.) While we were on our way to the Doctor's clinic, my hand were really wet and i can't take it anymoreand i was really nervous and i was already drowning on my seat in the car.My lolas,Uncle Irvin and my sis were with me. Nanay Edith(lola from father's side) told me that (ov course she spoke it in Waray pero itratranslate kow para maintindihan niyo),"Buti nga sa'yo, pinili mo yan eh!" Ngak! lang hiya naman oh! di ko 'yon pinili! anow ba! bakit pa kasi tumubo tubo pa yung callo na 'yon. Urgh! O-kay! So much for our conversation, i was whining at her (my lola, father's) tsaka i was blaming my Uncle that it was all his fault. I'm such a dumbass! **haha** buti nalang naintindihan ako nila why i was acting that way. So we were in the doctor's clinic. Unfortunately, kaunti pa lang yung patient kasi it was after lunch! kabadtrip nga eh! and so my Uncle asked the secretary if okay na daw na pumasok na kami sa clinic and then the secretary said na, hintay daw lang kasi may tinutuli pa yung doctor. While we were waiting, my heart was already pumping very fast, i was feeling like i don't want to live anymore! So, the kid had his circumcision and it was already our turn!oh!shit! and then when i sat down in the clinic of the doctor and ov course my Uncle was with me he checked out the callo and then he told us to leave the room first because he will be preparing for the tools needed . After 3 mins. he called us again and then i was so nervous already and i was asking the doctor if it's gonna hurt or what, and i was blaming my Uncle for all of this. How Stupid of me.I was so tense that time and when he made me lie down(sideward) in the bed and then he started to clean the part where he was going to do the minor operation.And that time I was keep on asking the doctor if it was going to hurt and still i was blaming my Uncle for everything.Urgh.And then what's so terrible was i saw the injection for the anesthesia and i started whining.It was a shame of how i acted there but it was horrifying! He injected the anesthesia and then it hurts and i screamed but after that it felt like nothing and i didn't feel pain while he was trying to get the callo out of my right foot! I felt stupid for acting that way, at first. After that my Uncle and the doctor had a little chit chat and we had actually a small world with the doctor but i think i don't need to mention it.Basta kakilala siya ng mama ko at ng isang uncle ko that's all. The doctor does not even want that we'll going to pay for the fee but we forced him that we are going to because it was so shameful if we were not going to pay. After we paid the fee, we went home and i was laughing by myself while on the way home because i was having a flashback ov how i acted in the clinic before the minor operation was done. **haha** I'm just stupid! **haha**

My Uncle Irvin left for Manila yesterday because he was going to arrange his papers there and he will be leaving for Singapore soon to have a better salary and a better life. Yah,almost everyone is leaving Philippines!Gawd.Sames as me here.**haha** Speaking of leaving the country.Our parents told us that maybe this year we will be leaving Philippines already but they have different plans for me because i'll be graduating already.I don't want to be a sophie and a junior or even a senior for another time around.Hello?!You know how the school system works in US,Don't you?! and i hate it! so my parents are planning that i'll be finishing high school in Sacred Heart and then i will be taking the entrance exams for UST and UP Manila and i really need to pass those exams because those schools are the only ones recognized by the University of Guam(where my mom is!) but if i can't pass.Urgh, i'll be having my college years here in Tacloban!!(AYOKO NGA!!!!!)Why do i need to enter in one of those schools?! Well,the flow of the story goes this way.Our parents told me that if we will be receiving our(dad,me and sis) visa by Nov. or Dec. and then obviously we need to go right away cause if not it may be forfeited or anything else! I'm not sure but it goes that way.So,they are planning that my sis will go there first and i'll be going there for only about 2 weeks and then i'llbe coming back and finish my senior years!Urgh.I'll be alone! I hate it! pero kailangan eh! and then after i finish senior here I need to finish freshie in UST or UP Manila and i'll be taking Nursing as my course(iyan gusto ng mom ko!) because as i've told you earlier that's the only schools recognized by the Univ. of Guam. Well, that would be a Good Luck Kiss to Me! **smooches**

That's how my 3 days invisibility went... full of sufferings and emptiness. Why emptiness?! I MISSED YOU GUYZ!! Now i'm back to business! **hehe** When i first touched the keyboard it was like i've never touched it for a century and when the first time i checked my account in Fster i felt like i was a new user! **haha** I missed OnLine life though it was only for 3 foolish days! but now its over! I'm back and I just recently wrote my first entry for the month of May. OMG! It's already May!Urgh.I'll be receiving my books and etcetera again!Urgh. but I'LL BE SEEING MY CLASSMATES AGAIN! and allowance will ba raised again! Yey! but there's a lot more coming up this May! **haha** We will be attending a lot of fiestas! and Lechon! OMG! I feel like eating already with matching vinegar! OMG! it's so heart by the cholesterol! **haha**

I'll tell you something guyz! I'm a PBB ADDICT! but unfortunately, we don't have cable yet here at home and so our TV will only be of used for movies (dvd,vcd,etcetera) only. But i'm working out with the cable operator already. Our house is actually new and we moved in last October. Yah, it sux 'coz i only get updates from the internet! and i'm dying to see the show!! as in!! but so much for that. I hope you guyz will help me in updating about what's going on in Big Brother's house! **haha** I feel ashame for that! Kasi naman.Urgh.Magrarally nalang ako sa harapan ng office ng pesteng cable operator na yan! Pero so much for that!

What happened today!? Hmmp...?! While i was watching a movie i heard a ring in our phone and surprisingly! it was ate FA and she was crying and i was worried so i asked her why and she told me na may kasalanan daw siya. guess what?! My digi cam it had a little damage daw kasi nag-aaway daw yung lola at lolo niya! So i understand but my digicam!! She told me that it does not have power na daw because nabasa! Waaa!! Pagbaba talaga niya ng phone. I freaked out and i called my dad at once and told my dad and not my mom because she will totally freak out and will possibly scold me and i'm 100% sure of that! and so he felt hopeless and me too. And a lot of work was needed today so i helped out for the bidding thing(t'was my dad's work actually!) and i needed to go to the house of my lola(father's side) because t'was imporatant and i needed daw to print something.So, while i was printing something, i was really thinking about my digicam and so i told Aunt Camille what happened and she asked me if my cam had lasted for 1 year already and i said,no! so she advised me to take it to Sony Service Center and so Aunt Camille and I are planning to have it fix in the Sone Service Center in Manila. And then it made me calm down because i really totally freaked out but in silence only. And so that's it! I was upset but i don't know what to do. My Aunt Marita told me, "don't cry over spilled milk". Eh! Kasi naman! buti kung worth one peso lang yung digicam! Hindi kaya!But i'll really make a way to have it fixed! Sinisisisi na tuloy ako! Pinahiram ko pa daw! I trust her! Kaya nagawa ko iyon! Haayzz.. But i just need to calm down. Haayzz.. I miss my digicam na tuloy! I really loved that digicam though i lost the free memory stick that can store 12 shots only. Sayang din yun! Ang mahal kaya ng memory stick! and right now it has a memory stick with 45 shots! Kahit na! I STILL LOVE MY DIGI! **hehe** Haayzz...

I'm still working out with some informations needed here in my blog..**hehe** I took the quote from the movie "If Only" **hehe**

Updates...

2006-04-27T15:49:00.000+08:00

Life's a bore right now! Well,i've been working for a desktop wallpaper right now. I made one but its only for this month of May and April!
Here it is...

I know it's ugly. Well, i'll just share it to you.

I really miss my classmates and also Deck and also Diane!!! but only 1 month more and we'll be seeing each other again and hello armchair! hello teach and hello my dear books and notebooks!!! In 10 months time i'll be saying hello to college life! yeah! it sux but i have to! I've been asking opinions about college life to different people and they have been answering me exactly the same answers . Well, it's already up to me if i'll do good or not! **sheessh**

I've gained new friends!! I'm so proud with it! **hugs** Guyz, Thanx for wasting your time visiting my blog!

Surprisingly,my lil' sis gave me a letter asking for forgiveness! **mwahaha** but i'm still thinking if i'll be forgiving her!! SHE'S SUCH A BRAT! I'm not talking to her right now!!and she's pleading me to talk to her she even told our parents and yeah as expected, they've scolded me! yeah right! whatever it is! sanay na ako diyan!

You know what?! Thinking about those things spoils my day! So much for that.. I'm spending 1 hour of my day playing badminton every 4 pm to lose my weight! **haha** but i don't think it will work but at least i'll be sweaty and maybe lose .01 lbs for every passing week **haha**

I broke our keyboard. Not really to the extent that i really ruined it. but the space bar doesn't work well. **haha** T'was my fault! Lagi kasi akong galit sa keyboard! Kaya heto sinira niya sarili niya! i'll buy a new one if i'll be permitted.

I'm such a foolish and evil girl. Don't you know about that? Last night, Deck and I talked over the fone and he told me that he was going to hang up 'coz his cousin died (actually t'was a baby aging a month old and less) and they will be going to his Uncle's house to help because his Uncle was so upset. I answered him like, "ooo-kkkaaayy fffiiinneee!!! bye!" I'm so mean and a total brat!!!! **grr** I HATE ME! but he's just always busy! but i've got some explaining to do right now! I'm such a dumbass!! I admit it!!

Well, i think i'll end this up here. I've got some explaining to do and there's nothing really new about my life. Just wanted to share my new desktop wallpaper and some problems in life which indeed I know you can help me!! and Thanx guyz for leaving me a message either in my comment box or in my tagboard and also for the hugs!! **hehe** I really appreciate it!

What a Mess

2006-04-25T07:31:00.000+08:00

My lola invited us to sleep at her house last sunday. What's so embarrassing last sunday while we were on our(me, my sister and my uncle irvin) way to her house is that we just took the pedicab and a jeepney . Yeah, i know that shouldn't be embarrassing but hello?! para kaming lumayas sa bahay! kasi naman dala namin bag namin at kapatid ko dala niya teddy bear niya! Lang hiya! We just need to take those rides kasi walang driver! Sunday eh! It's alright at least we arrived safe and sound .

Yesterday, Bettina and I got into a fight and unfortunately I HATE HER! I'm so sick of her attitude. duh?! she's just so bossy. I know she's just 9 but hello?! in some ways she should be determined with herself! She sux! She gets everything she wants and then she'll pay us back with that kind of attitude . She should not act that way. I maybe a harsh sister but she should be disciplined 'coz she's so abusive already.

We had our picture taken for our visa yesterday and that's all and we arranged some stuff 'coz we'll be sending papa the requirements.

I'm just so sick of her PANUNUMBAT at PAKIKIALAM!

Bored.Broken.Healed

2006-04-22T12:09:00.000+08:00

Poor Me. I've been reminiscing a lot of past memories of school this week . I'm really looking forward for school this time but i know that when school days are in i'll surely look forward for summer. That would always be what students like me think about. I'm sick of trying to finish this cross stitch so i was thinking, that i'll be continuing it by next week and i'll finish it by the end of May.

hmmp... Thursday and Wednesday!? Bad day! **tsk tsk** ... Well t'was Wednesday actually. Deck and I had misunderstandings again and that was about the issue that happened to me last december 2004. It sux. It really was my fault. I'm so dumb! Deck had an attempt of breaking up with me last Wednesday and guess what!? I didn't sleep the whole day! I just cried the whole day and I was begging him not to leave me . I even told him that I'll do everything even though he'll not be giving me something in return. Yes! You'll think that i'm insane or maybe i'm really getting on to this too much. I really love him though he thinks he's not cute or he's not handsome. I love him for whatever he have or for whatever he is. Haayzzz... He thinks I'm a liar. "Pls. don't think that way!" . I'm telling the truth but you're pushing me to tell you what you are thinking about what's happening between us. Yes, I'm ma-pride but don't you realize how much you mean to me? that i'm even taking the risk right now so that i can show and tell you how much i love you. I believe i had done something wrong but i had learned my lessons from it and now i'll do everything just to be with you and just to have you. I know you loved me that much before but i just ignored it. I'm really sorry. I'm really sorry for everything. I'm just disappointed because i know you'll not be that DECK i've known since the day we became "US". It's alright as long as i know you still love me (though not much!) and you're still there for me. I don't need something in return but i also don't want this to be the one sided relationship.

Ate FA, Marnil and Kendra thanks for being there though i know i'm so hard headed but you still tried to calm me down and make me realize that both of us were wrong (but i believe it really was my fault!). You know what guyz? You really helped me a lot and that's why i love ya'll! I thank you for the advise that you gave me.

I was surprised last Wednesday Night that Deck called me and he said he want me back. I thought Ba't ka pa nagsalita ng ganon kanina? T'was harsh actually!. Thank you for calling me. I JUST WANT TO TELL YOU THAT I REALLY LOVE YOU AND YOU'RE MY FIRST, TRUE AND ONLY LOVE!

My life is just so full of drama. Haayzz.. Maybe that's the effect of thinking so much of stuff that are so unusual in the real world. Everthing is a-okay already! I'm just waiting for his call (gusto niya siya lang ang tatawag) 'coz i really miss him and he really miss me daw .

FD!? i miss her! She's in Bicol right now and she will be back next week according to Ate FA. Sayang naman! La pa kasi akong load! Di ko siya ma text! Summer nga naman! SUMMER= NO ALLOWANCE = NO MONEY= NO LOAD =STANDBY AT HOME. Gawd! It's so hotta hotta right here now and the heat is burning up my fats!

I just bought my plane ticket for Manila. Matagal pa! sa May 27 pa alis ko! and one day lang ako doon! **haha** I'm just going to have my follow up check-up. I do that always every after 2 months!

CURRENTLY DREAMING: JS Promenade 2007! nyahaha! {wat the hell!}

Ate FA, drew this using the doodle IMvironment in Yahoo Messenger. Tenchu! i love it!

Recap of Activities

2006-04-18T15:49:00.000+08:00

My last entry was dated April 12 and today is April 18 . It's been a while since I posted a new entry. I suck in this blog thing. But i need this blogger to improved in my english comprehension 'coz I suck too! Maybe i'm too dumb! That's all! **haha** I've been busy thinking for a new layout for my blog. I envy other bloggers they have cooL layout and they've made it in their own. So i made my own layout too! it sux! Yah, i know. **hehe** . I used the birthday card my mom gave me when i was still in first year high school Reach For the Stars!

♥ April 13- Holy Thursday/Last Supper We went to church to hear mass and we had Visita Iglesia <- you need to visit and pray in 7 churches. We went to seven different churches T'was fun but i've been wishing a lot! **haha**, T'was already night time when we've done those things. During the day time, the mom of my dad which is actually my grandma and the bro of my dad my uncle irvin were here at home and actually we went to the grocery store and we bought baby stuffs too and the things my dad need to bring when he leaves. Tough day!? nah!! Someone just broke my heart today.

♥ April 14- Good Friday We just stayed home and i've done my layout. **boo** I didn't do the Stations of the Cross, nobody here at home wants to do it! :( Too bad! Better Luck next time! I really didn't talk to him right now, he's just too busy with his life and i don't know. It's like he have something hanging! i don't actually know. T'was April's birthday but i didn't bother greeting her 'coz i brought home her dvd and i actually didn't return it, it's been 1 month that her dvd was with me. **hihi**

♥ April 15- Diane's Birthday I called her! Too bad i wasn't the one who greeted her first!! **boo** i should be first! but i sang her a Birthday song in my very odd voice! **haha** and my dad planned that we will be staying overnight in Barugo at the house of the sister of my Grandma <- Lola Nita. We were invited! Excuse me, we are not gate crashers! **haha**.

♥ April 16- Easter Sunday 3:30 am. **toink** we need to bounce already because we'll watch the Sugat <- T'was the taking off of the veil of Mama Mary and Mama Mary and Jesus met and we went to church to hear mass. It was really nice staying there though we were exhausted because we waked up too early! **haha**. Lola Nita's house in Barugo is just so awesome but it's not that spacious already because she has a lot of Display ~~My dad was the one who built it actually.~~ **haha** and we had a free pandesal there because Lolo Boysie <- the bro of my Grandma owns a bakeshop there! (My Grandma's family actually owns it but you know they just need to take place!) i missed hot pandesal because we don't have a bakeshop near, here at out house **haha** i entirely ate most of the hot pandesal. Poor me! and we were all laughing while we were eating breakfast because we, the guest, are the ones cooking for our own breakfast we had spam and eggs and we cooked it the way we want it to be Luto niya, Kain Niya! and absolutely our dad was the one cooking for us How sweet! He always does that Breakfast lang alam niyang lutuin eh! **haha** My dad, me and Bettina had Fried Spam and sunny side-up eggs and i consumed all the hot pandesal! **haha** . My Uncle Irvin had his own way of cooking scrambled eggs...T'was really scrambled believe me or not... **wahehe**... After the wacky breakfast we prepared for the things we'll be needing because we will be visting THE BEACH!! yeah!! and while waiting for them to finish up. I watched TV while lying down in the sofa and fell asleep... I was really exhausted that time because imagine?! waking up 3:30!! **haha** but its alright!! and i think t'was already 9:30 am and my grandma woke me up and we left the house(wohoo!) and my dear beach here we come... hehehe... The beach where we went to was the beach near Lola Lina and Lolo Ricky's house... CooL huh?! Before we actually have gone to our cottage we stayed first at their house. When we arrived they were already preparing and i can smell chicken barbecue already!! **hehe** And suddenly their dog barked at us and their dog was just so fury and so cute and so adorable!!! The dog's name was Sanchai **haha** Watta name! We played with the dog and believe it or not. The dog will play basketball with you! Coolness... After that we brought the food to our cottage, Bettina and i had a super special pedicab ride and my dad was the one who pedalled the bike. Uncle irvin, me and Bettina took the first dip into the water. Gawd! it was so hot!(Ask Mr. Sun) and there were actually a lot of people there (T'was a resort! **wahaha**) and bettina had an enemy! **wahaha**. We had our lunch after the very first dip into the water and we went in and out the water until such time we need to take off and **vrrooom** go home. Oh i forgot, we've gone joyride! through a bangka Yeah boy! T'was hell fun! **haha** Too bad, i forgot my camera! **sobs**. We were really exhausted but t'was fun it took all the bad thoughts and horrifying thoughts of HIM! I was refreshed. :)

♥ April 17- My dad left Tacloban and will be in Guam already! WE'LL MISS YOU!!! He'll be staying there at approximately 3 months! **ugh** but its alright. I can handle! **Toink**. Still my heart is breaking.

♥ I asked for permission that I'll be leaving the house 'coz Diane and I will be going downtown because she'll make libre **Haha** and I missed downtown! **haha** I was just allowed to go there with my dad or during school days **haha** We had lunch in Shakey's and I mailed the wedding ring of my dad because he actually left it here in their dresser and Diane wanted to go ~~papa hunting~~ **haha** bad diane! Just kidding! I gave diane my gift which was a little bit gigantic. **haha** And we've walked through the busy streets with myself obviously ~~SUNOG!~~ what the hell! It's not big deal. I only want one person and i absolutely know he likes me though I'm ~~SUNOG~~ right now. **haha** After a short time with Diane we went home already and I bought Bettina's order from McDonalds I just need to. Orders are orders! **nyahaha** That's the end of my heavy day and here I am trying to finish my layout and this blog. Sorry if i'm too corny and my comprehension is bad! **Hehe**

GOALS THIS SUMMER 2006:

1. Finish my Cross stitch

2. Get rid of COPY CATS

3. Just Enjoy the so called "LIFE"

4. Adjust with what's new

5. Have a little review of the lessons taken

6. Try to improve my comprehension

7. Finish the novels i have and read it over and over again (if i want to!)

GIFTS:
I wanna thank you Marnil for the gift! **hehehe**

Here's for you...

Just coppee and paste this codess...

And guyzz.. Thanx for the HAPPY EASTER GREETINGS... **hehehe** i Luv ya'LL!!

The Helpless Chic

2006-04-12T23:47:00.000+08:00

i just got home from JK {Jose Karlos, the ~~almost~~ known coffee shop here in Tacloban} obviously, we had coffee! **haha** but not really i'm not in the mood of describing what we really did there and i forgot what i've ordered {funny huh?!} sowee. but am really mad right now, mad as in it hurts! but its too personal and i can't tell yah about that. I met ~~Eddie~~, yep, he and Jappy will be leaving Tacloban when holy week is over {they will be all star players in basketball soon , i hope so.. **fingers crossed?! (check!)** and i tell you from a big family of 47 it will be left with 37 {itz the number of students in our class actually.} so sad! teddy bears in our class?! they'll be vanishing in our school. Eddie talked a lot actually but too much of ~~bad words~~ made me like "tama na yan kagaguhan mo Eddie!" **haha** but so much of that.

At last i've gone to confession, it feels so good but i think i'm hurt right now but i think that would be too personal if i'll be mentioning it here in this entry. It's off limits already. Why am i feeling so helpless?! is it because i'm tired of staying here at home?! or what?! Life is just too tough! but hey! in 10 months time i'll be surving high school and hello college! I'm nervous with college life actually. Can somebody tell me about college?! I'm so confused! Why do i feel this way? I just wanna break down and cry. But its just me and there's nothing to worry about. but. So many questions and i can't even answer some. Is this the so called ~~" L I F E "~~ . Maybe i'm just tired. :(

Emotions?! they take me over again right now. ~~No! Pls. Don't!~~. So much for the drama! I'm so not into drama! Holy Week?! it is so unreachable. Because i don't feel like being solemn thinking some of the people in this world don't care about the Lord.

I'm sorry to type {not talk actually! **hehe**} this way right now my dear bloggers and friends. Life is just so complicated and it's even hard to spell the word "ME" {Pls. don't take it literally.}

I miss schoooolll!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SOO MUCCCCCHHH!!!!!!!!!!!! why am i missing you guyz right now? I didn't feel this way before? I think Junior high is really the turning point of my teenage life. how about you? are you having the same thoughts with me about junior high?

I MISS YOU SO MUCH YR. 3-COPPER STUDENTS {SY 2005-2006}!!!

Shop `Til We Drop

2006-04-10T14:19:00.000+08:00

Hiya! How's everybody doing? wahehe... Well, we went to Cebu last Friday-Saturday (at last! natuloy rin kami!) we had a 1 and a half day shopping spree!! **yipee** i so love it! I was with my dad and my lil' brat sister and we had 30,000 cash in hand **phew** and what was left was i think 10,000 **haha**. But so much for that, we stayed in Marriott Hotel (as usual!) a lot of foreigners were there **haha**. It wasn't so bad shopping with my dad and sis but i was really irritated with my sis **ugh** like hello?! it wasn't her first time in Cebu but she acts like ~~Hey guyz! itz my first time in Cebu! kamay naman diyan.~~ duh?! but she's a kid! Kids usually act strange and soooooo irritating!!! **grrr** and dang! Artwork?! Wala na sa SM we were already tired of walking through those aisles and ~~wala pala!~~ **pissed** but i got a shirt form ~~Bisaya Isipisyal~~ naintriga kaya ako sa shirt ni Paul na lagi niyang sinusu-ot as his under shirtWell i got one from the exact store he told me. **mwahaha** Actually, i love the shirt with those writings about so much things and etcetera, i got loads of them! The purpose that we visited Cebu is that we were going to shop for our school materials coz my dad will be in Guam for about 3 months. I'll miss him! **huhu**. I've took pictures just view it in my ~~multiply site.~~ I've got everything i wrote in my shop list, almost!? but except for a new pair of tankini and new pair of black shoes **pissed** .Sana 'yung black shoes ko di ko nalang binili sa Hush Puppies!!! Bat pa kasi ang tibay ng sapatos sa Hush Puppies? Di tuloy ako pinayagan bumili ng bagong sapatos! The Tankini in Speedo?! **haha** i so heart it! but my dad is so tipid! :( but the Tankini costs around 1,500 i think?! Haayzz.. But itz oLryt it's crisis and i should learn to understand and ov course Hindi ko Dapat pairalin ang aking kaartehan! I had fun though we weren't with my mom but she called to make sure everything was fine (my mom calls us almost every minute! **haha** so caring!). We watched Big Momma's House 2, hehehe... T`was so funny, i bet! Funnier than the first one. There was this kid there in the movie who does not feel pain and eats sand and scotch brite!!**haha** That kid was so hilarious!!! My dad told me that feeling no pain was an illness some people would encounter but that would be awesome, Like hello?! You won't feel any pain?! i will so love that! **haha** The movie was nice! **hehe**. I'll share this story about Americans and Filipinos but we can't resist it actually it's all because of poverty and we can't blame anyone for these stuff. As I've observed, a lot of Young Filipinas are marrying Old American so that they would be able to raise their families or theirselves! It's just so ewwww... but we can't resist that it's all because of poverty. Can you imagine a 17 yrs. old Filipina would be marrying a 40 yrs. old American? Dang! What an Age Gap! Is it just because of the saying that "Age doesn't matter in love"? Like hello?! I think it's not... I'll ask you girls, if you were in that situation would you marry a guy like that?! ~~i need your comment for that.!~~

After the 4 hours travel from Cebu-Tacloban and vice versa, it was worth it! **thumbs up** My Uncle Irvin just arrived from Manila he's a doctor actually and he'll be practicing here in Tacloban and he brought everything he owns there in his apartment in Manila. And gawd! he do have loads of DVD and talagang di kami magsasawa right now! **haha**. I'm trying to finish my cross stitch but i lack some color of the threads needed so i'm gonna buy those threads after the holy week.
**Yipee** Limang tulog nalang! at si Diane ay 15 na! **haha** Mas matanda ka na sa Akin FD! At syempre! manlilibre siya! **wahehe**

The Result of my Boredom...

Wasted

2006-04-06T07:02:00.000+08:00

I'm damn ~~wasted~~. I've got nothing to do!!! My plans for the weekend is already ruined.... **huhu** and our plans with my family of going to cebu is always cancelled, my dad's too busy with his work! **toink** i understand. And now what? My dad's planning daw that we'll be leaving by tomorrow and i will not be the one to get my card! **huhu** which means i can't hang out with my friends.

FD,i'm so sorry... =(

I'm irritated actually, but i've got nothing to do it's an order and i should obey! **haha**. How i hardly wish na may pasok na lang, at least i can ask permission for me to go to practices and i can go ~~lakwatsa~~ too **hehe**

Buti na lang hindi ko tinake yung advise ni Jamie na huwag na makipag-ayos kay Deck. I really miss him and yung time na nag-aaway kami gusto ko talaga makipag-ayos. Eh, ako naman si ms. feeling-martyr, ayaw pero gustong-gusto ko talaga!Anyways, so much for that. I'm just in love! ov course! Wala ng iba! I'm so stuck with my PC right now 24/7 kulang na lang pakasalan ko toh!,I'm sick of trying to finish my cross stitch ~~nakakaduling!~~

Deck, sowee about last night. Hindi me naghintay! :(

My eyes were already tired and i was already crying (but no!) it hurts actually and that's why i slept **huhu**, I'm so sorry! if only my eyes are not in that kind of condition, i'll really wait for you and one thing more Ayokong tumaas yung grade ng eye glasses ko! 200 na nga eh! mas tataas pa! wag na!! **huhu**

I'm so not into drama... **haha**

I've been dying to ask for an ipod just then i realized i need to have one **haha** Funny thing is that, before my mom asked me if i want an ipod or a rubber shoes from Skechers but then i chose the rubber shoes, i want to have a new one actually. Well, i'll rate myself for having that decision as ~~so tanga and so gaga~~. Now what!? i begged my mom for an ipod video and she told me, "okay i'll see but you'll get it by august (she'll be coming home during our b-day with the baby already! **yipee**)" but i think it's in exchange with having higher grades by the coming year **huhu**. This means that i need to do my best! to the very -est that i could! Haayzz.. Well, that's fine as long as i have an award **yipee**.

That's nice! So much for those things... I'm really booorrreeedddd... I do the same things each and every day!!!! but except for yesterday, i helped with the laundry! Okay?! well, that's the result of doing nothing except for nothing! **haha** ... My homies here were telling me right to my face while i was hanging some of the clothes "ann, ano't hangin? nabulig ka man panlaba?" **haha**. Yeah right! Well, I tell you, I know how to do stuff like that in short I know how to do household chores though I'm a total brat! I'm not an amateur for those stuff! **blweee** **haha**

Well, it's 7:25 am and i didn't eat my breakfast yet because i wanted another viand because they ate it all up and nothing left for me. **huhu** That's the price of waking up late! :( My stomach's growling "You shut up, my dear stomach!" **haha** .TTFN.

Now what!?

2006-04-04T09:25:00.000+08:00

Well, I've bought the latest issue of Candy Mag. ;) I'm really not a fan of this mag but i love their Articles. I'm ashamed! because other bloggers here, are really #1 fan of this mag. I'm a certified collector of the W.I.T.C.H mag. Yeah, you think i'm a kiddo?! sowee... But i really lourve this W.I.T.C.H mag i just lourve the animation and the mag's editor?! she's cute, Mimi Tiu is the editor...hehehe.. Okae, enough. But i got stuck with this kick-off survey, while i was browsing through the pages of the mag. i'll share it to you.

WHAT...

bothers you right now?my relationship with deck. :(

is your favorite month of the year?no need to ask me. it's JULY

was your dream last night?it weird actually.ooohhh..scarry!

is your greatest fear?to lose DECK, my BFF.friends and my family

was the best thing that happened to you this week?nothing! it's a bore!

are you planning to do this weekend?to hang out with my friends and to go get my ****in report card. >.<

can you promise to the one you love?that we be together forever

would you wish for if you had a genie?everybody will be kazillionaires! each one of us! ;)

WHO...

are you thinking of right now?DECK RASLEIGH B. MAGSAMBOL

do you run to when you're down?Ma. Flor-diane L. Malijan and Justine Marie M. Concepciom

are the most influential people in your life right now? my parents! ov course!

was the last person you went out with?correction for me, it should be people! i hanged out with my classmates.

is the one you're missing right now?My classmates, my mom, DECK, my bff :(

will you call/text later?No one, probably! Out of load eh! **haha**

completes you day?DECK RASLEIGH

starts your day?DECK RASLEIGH

maybe i'm just too loyal!? yeah ov course!!... haayzz.. i really miss him right now... i wish i can be permitted to go out... how i hardly wish!

Booring...

2006-04-03T10:29:00.000+08:00

This summer makes me sick. So sick. It sux. Everything is just so unusual.
First of all, i hate him. He makes me wait till the break of dawn but he blames me right now because i'm the one who's waiting. He sux. Then why tell me this, ~~"wait someone will be using the PC."~~ (our communication right now is just through yahoo messenger chat because i could not call him. That would be a long distance!) and make me wait till dawn. Eto naman si tanga, tatanga tanga maghihintay. Isa lang ang masasabi ko, ~~"Sowee ha! maybe i'm just too loyal so don't blame me!"~~
So much for those stupid thoughts that makes me burst into tears. I'm really a certified homebuddy right now. I can't even think of something to enjoy the summer vacation. I can't visit the beach. My dad's too busy with his work. Card-getting day will be soon. I'll be the one to get my card and i wanted to make ~~lakwatsa~~. That's why i'm thinking of what would i tell my dad so that he would permit me. hmmp... It's hard because maybe i'll not be permitted to go and it sux. My parents are that strict actually.
I miss school so much! Though we were always overloaded with paperworks and quizzes and etcetera. It's just so fun working with my classmates especially when we're cramming! **haha** yeah! it's fun!
I received a text from Kendra, i think that was April 1, and it was from Franz actually. Franz left Tacloban, he's in Bantayan island already that's somewhere in Cebu but a little far, i think. Well, We will miss him a lot. No one will do the **bogsh bogsh** thing anymore. How i wish i knew how to do the **bogsh bogsh** thing. But, we just have to let go sometimes and move on with a new life. Maybe someone will replace him this coming school year. But "Franz, you're still the best!"
So much for the drama, am i really into drama right now? Nah! i'm not good in acting **wahaha**. Aunt Camille was here yesterday, she just want to see our house **hehe**. She gave me this link http://settingherfree.blogspot.com <- His blog is awesome you better read this! I read the half part of it and i'll finish it a little later.
My stupid thoughts of him are killing me right now! **urgh**

Summer 2006

2006-04-01T07:00:00.000+08:00

Yeah! Summer's up and I was really excited during the last day of examination and what can i say i think i left my religion test half sure and the other half unknown! **wahahaha** i didn't study religion actually and i'm gretting myself a congratulations for that. Well, so much for those tests... I'm really nervous right now, because i think my grades will be at the lowest level {i think!} and I'm worried because i let my mom buy me an ipod and that would cost too much. I'll be getting the ipod by my birthday because she'll be going back here by July or August. hmmp... There's a lot of things to do this summer but right now i feel that it's a bore! **boohoo** There's a lot of reasons why... (1) I miss mwah beybi..he's busy right now b'coz his mom is there.. (2)I miss my partner in crime {FD} she's busy with her suitors and the tooooott thing **wahahaha** juz kiddin... (3)I miss my classmates!! Though they suck, I love them so much! they're my number one barkada! (4) My Dad will be leaving for Guam on the 17th of april, because he'll be with mah mom b'coz mah mom is pregnant and no one is with her right now (5) I'm juz staying here at home :( ... Eniweiz.. Let's not talk about those boring stuff... **haha**

We are planning to go to Cebu to buy our stuff for school b'coz as I've told you my dad will be out of the country. But funny thing is that our trip is oLweiz being cancelled b'coz my dad is busy with his work right now. And my sister is very excited already b'coz i think she wants again a lot of stuff! "useless stuff".Me and my sis are spoiled bratzz! yeah! it would be a little hard for us to get along because we almost want everything we see **mwahaha**. I tell you we won't have even just a day that we would be at peace with each other we would always have War {Yeah! peace sister!} but i love her for that! **wahaha**.

I'm so pissed right now! Deck is just so busy and he won't even have the time to talk to me. I have no choice. I had almost 2 sleepless nights waiting for him till the break of dawn. Haayzz.. So hard but i think its worth it... :) My eyebagz are worst than before and a pimple popped out **wahuhu** But it's okay!

I know my life's a bore but i need to make it worthy so that i could reach my goals. I'm failing right now in academics and i'm so sad about it because i can't make my parents proud for it. Yah, before I can make it to the top but right now, i don't think i can make it. I hate it!!! I make my mom worried sick about me. And i should not make her worry like that! She's pregnant and a pregnant woman should not undergo circumstances that would make her too emotional! :( I'm really a brat! I hate it!!!

What would i do? it's just me! That's all i can do! But i promised myself that i would do better this coming year. The Seniors! I know it's more challenging and a lot of skills will surely be acquired but i'll do good and be the best that i can!

My first journal should end like this. I'm just so sad and i'm not satisfied. :( I ruined my life last year then i should not, this year. Well, i have my best friends though we're not that close this time. But i believe there would be a time for the three of us to be together and talk useless&with sense stuff. We miss yah PL, so like hell!!! Actually I've been watching a lot of movies this time and I've learned a lot of lesson from it and a lot of tips on what to do with my life!